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Thursday, April 19th, 2007
Thursday, 4/19/07 at 3:59pm	Life I could sit here and tell you about my great life or i sit here and tell you about my bad life. The question is how i feel that day well at the moment i just feel like shit but do i let that bring me down? No i don't. Because i know someone ever dear to me who i lost just recently wouldn't want that and i wouldn't want her looking down on me crying. I may have lost her here on earth but she still in my heart and always will be. Just yesturday Her husband Sean and i were goofing around in the kitchen like we used to when Terri was around. It was the first time since she passed away. We are still trying get our life back on track but it so hard when they a daily thing in your life. I saw Terri everyday for atleast 3 hours a day and now i don't see her at all but things are starting to get a bit better. I have to tell Sean that everyday and he tell me the same thing. We just have to keep living life and keep ourself together for her and ourself. Current Mood: disappointed Current Music: Aly & Aj - Into the Rush
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